I was a working mum of anything between 50 – 60 hours a week. With our children being looked after by a lot of other people! This made my feelings easy to ignore, that I felt I was bringing our children up wrong.
Dropping Bella off in the morning tears would flow most mornings. As they had done from the day she started nursery, her begging me not to leave her. Getting stuck into my job helped me to forget the guilt! It also helped me forget about the struggles Jennifer and Jasmin were having at school!
Once I left work, even though I had my blogging and vlogging to occupy my mind. I just felt awful whenever they struggled and when I see it as I was causing them emotional problems by forcing them to stay with strangers. Not just that having to also send them into school ill.
There is nothing wrong with being an at home mum or a working mum. What is important is yours and your children’s mental health!